I shimmer

With you

I am not the water

Or the air

I am the light that hits the water

And shimmers

My body gone

Into an ecstatic


Light Bathing

Send me your brightest lights

I will anchor them here

Send me your sweetest rays

To renew me

Erase my falsities

Into nothing

I won’t make love to my own waste

Through the years

And be

A living morgue

My tissues and bones

Embedded with deception

when you

Are such simple erasure

I am, I will be, I was

As you created me to be

And no thing other

Light me up

With your purest beams

Let me drink them into

Each cell

And send them out all over here

‘The crownless again shall be king’

Like weeds

I am renegade

I suck light

And beam it out

I am sovereign

I choose

I feel Natural Power

And roll with it

I love

I beam it out

I am sovereign unto myself

as Life created me to be

I do not submit to these fake laws

Or these fake princes

Real queens have no subjects

Don’t forget

Our majesty blazes forth

Like this bluebell

And that dandelion’s halo

And that oak

And that fir

And that crow’s fierce-eyed cry

We roll on

As One

In deep reverence

In connection

In love

In this


Ever expanding





Empowered ⭐️ Free ⭐️ Magnificent

You are my Himalaya

You are a mountain, you are my Himalaya

I trek around your base camps and try to acclimatise to this much intense beauty.

One day, I will make an attempt at the summit.

I will bring an ice axe:

crampons, oxygen, ladders and

I will reach you.

Nature Teacher: help me back to love

Bramble, I love your circles and spheres
Your tiny green globes
Your planets in mini
Are magnificent
Your green to pink intense, soft
Soft but intense
A gentle blaze of power
I am attracted to your wild gentleness
Your sticky thorns and your soft tones
Your constant emissions of love-sanity
Unbroken into a world broken
Humility at you:
Ease my thorns
the pain, the tight, knotted emotions
keep me unconscious
Let me wear mine as you do:
Through natural armour
Your earth light
Slipping out of strain and weight,
I unfurl
Like you with your green to pink to white
moments with you, bramble, help me back to love 💚


What did I do?
I sat under a tree
I breathed
I felt love
I was total peace
I felt my heart in intense joy
I tried to manage myself in intense fear:
On that cliff edge
In that plane
At that party
I hid
I kept my wings rigid closed
I looked for you
I loved you
I gave myself up to you
Even in this curiously closed off place
Where you are mostly absent
I was free to choose but I didn't know it
I was subsumed by down
Even in the most beautiful places and situations I excelled at deflation
Light coming gradually
Pushing up through the heavy years
Bound to you by just a scrap of rope then
You, pulling me through the cold nights
You, pulling us all through the cold nights
Unseen, unwanted
That's real love
That terrifying force, like a plane at take off
In my head, it could all go so horribly wrong
But it doesn't
Why can't I always surrender to you?
When it's always you that moves me
And I'm home!
I watched
I breathed
I loved
It's all I really wanted.